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Screaming your name on the microphone

Aug. 24th, 2010 | 11:18 pm

Going back home all alone
Listen to the tunes you sent to me
Listen to damn good company

Lets make love and listen to death from above.

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I am a traveler of both time and space...

Aug. 9th, 2010 | 11:43 pm

This weekend I had an adventure. yay
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Aug. 5th, 2010 | 10:03 pm

I'm singing along because it sounds just like you're near

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Aug. 3rd, 2010 | 09:56 pm

It seems as though this is truely an odd thing happening.

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Aug. 3rd, 2010 | 11:40 am

lj, what the fuck am I doing? This is insane, right?

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Sep. 14th, 2009 | 09:42 pm
mood: pensivepensive

I find it interesting, this whole debate on health care reform. Lately, the city has been holding these seminars, lead by Norm Dicks, about the single payer system and how it is inadequate.

I understand that this whole single payer thing is what is making it ridiculous and pointless for people to even bother having health care. But theres one thing I don't understand at all.

My family grew up in the military. They all talk about how when they were sick or hurt when they were children, nothing gave them faster, or better care than military hospitals. It helps when your father is the commander of the base. They all talk about how easy it was to get him treatment when he got older because she was still covered by government health insurance. Because of this, they insist that if the government was responsible for paying insurance premiums and hospital bills, we would be more likely to get better health care.

If doctors and drug companies were supported by the government, it would create less competition and everyone in the healthcare industries would be sure they were going to get paid for their work.

Right, right, I understand that. What I don't understand is why everyone is for government supported health care when we have the government we have. Do you really trust the US Government to farely pay your medical bills? Let's be real here, they will be just like insurance companies. They will want you to fill out paperwork and make sure that if they are paying for chemotherapy because you have lung cancer that you are not a smoker, etcetera, etcetera.

On that note, instead of changing the health care system, I think people should be far more concerned with the government itself. It's so completely corrupt, it disgusts me. Homeland Securty can stop me on the road, ask me to get out of my car, pat me down, search my vehicle, and go through my personal belongings without cause.

The government can tap my phone for obsolutely no reason. If I spoke bad about the government or a government official, I can be held in custody for up to two years without a trial because terrorists, foreign or domestic, are subject to different laws.

Journalists are silenced or paid off. Voters are intimitaded. Seneters sell their seats and their votes. Elections are rigged and ballots are lost. Laws are caught up in mumbo jumbo language to the point that its impossible for the average person to understand it.

The government is so dependant upon oil and the foreign ties they have in regards to oil that they will sabotage the electric car.

I could go on and on and on about how screwed up the government is and yet everyone is still pressing for HEALTHCARE REFORM of all things. And in my honest opinion, I believe all these things and more will continue until we the people are no longer afraid of the government, but the government is afraid of its people.

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Sometimes I really hate my family

Aug. 31st, 2009 | 09:31 am

So some dumb shit happened with Joy and me. Her son totally lied about something that happened when he was over at my house, so Joy proceeds to call me and say "Don't say anything" and then rips me to shreds about being immature and like her ex husband, saying I need to grow up to play with her kids? RIGHT. So because she told me not to talk, I said nothing. I dropped the kids off and that was that.

OK anyways, totally stupid and I'm going to stand my ground. So everyone apparently is feeling they need to be on my side or joy's side. That's fine, I don't care, as long as none of them say anything to me about it because everyone who knows anything about what happened heard it in the form of a lie from Ty. SO! My mom and My aunt and I go to Seattle to visit yet another cousin of mine and see her new house and talk about babies cause she is preggers. We're about to go to Fremont to the farmer's market when low and behold, my aunt opens her big fat mouth and starts talking to me about her daughter and the situation.

Now, the whole time this has been happening, my aunt has been telling my mom "We need to not be codependant and remember that this is between Hailey and Joy, not us. We were not there, we don't know what happened, and we shouldn't let it affect us". And what does she do? She fucking tries to go off on me! R U JOKING.

So I just went outside, fucking seething. Then we get in the car to head to Fremont and what happens? She won't fucking let it drop. She keeps bringing it up again and making it fucking worse. Now, I totally get what she is saying. "If the kids have to go live with their dad, you should resolve this for them so you can see them before they leave". Totally get it and agree since I love those kids more than anything. However, I'm not going to go stick my tail between my legs and BEG for Joy to fucking forgive me when I didn't do anything wrong and she totally went batshit on me for nothing.

I'm pretty sure that Joy needs to take some sort of fucking inventory. I mean, I want to help her and I don't want anything to happen to her, but really, I've been there for fucking everything. EVERYTHING. And she knows I would never do anything to hurt those kids, however, YET AGAIN, I am being accussed of doing it. And instead of calmly asking wtf happened, I'm being told to not speak and listen to someone talk shit about me.

Note to Family: I am not a scape goat. I'm also not a punching bag, just because your life sucks (by your own accord I might add) don't fucking try to make yourself feel better by berating me. And finally, I will not cowtow down to Joy's and beg for forgiveness. This is not the first time you all have accused me of something and then not asked me what happened. INSTEAD, The process goes as follows. Hailey is accused of things....Hailey gets shit from fucking everyone for weeks....Hailey has to apologize so that the family doesn't shove her out the door at family gatherings even if she didn't do it.

Well, it's not going to happen this time. If Joy doesn't suck it up and fucking realize that MY GOD SHE CAN BE WRONG AND HER FUCKING SON CAN BE A LIAR, then I guess our family will become divided. And I'm totally sure that it will come down to camps and sides and everyone will pick Joy's, just as they did last time because OMGZ HAILEY ABUSES TEH KIDZ, but I didn't and you're all just going to have to figure it the fuck out because I'm done. You guys are no better than my dad and his family. I've figure that one out now.

TEAM HAILEY shirts to follow. Place orders now.

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Aug. 27th, 2009 | 11:31 am

The college called me back. Next tuesday at 8 AM at on the 2nd floor of the clock tower building. Don't let me forget LJ!

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"Oh, Hailey. You have friends...you just don't see them"

Aug. 27th, 2009 | 10:04 am
mood: pessimisticpessimistic
music: Hell is Around the Corner-Tricky

Last year, I started taking my GED and got hella high scores of three of the five tests. Then I got lazy and never finished it. I think today I am going to call the college and try to get it finished.

The only thing that sucks is that once every one knows I actually got my GED, they might expect me to make something of myself and I'm perfectly content being couped up in my house all day doing nothing except writing my stupid novels that will never get published.

I thought the celexa was really doing its thing, but since I have no friends and I don't talk to anyone and I don't leave the house, I guess it didn't help as much as I thought. But then, I guess medicine can't get you friends.

The perscription is only good for a year, which should be coming to an end here shortly, so I guess I could go back and tell the doctor that I need a renewal and possibly a higher dosage. I don't think they really know much about mental disorders, though because when I went in the first time they gave me a "depression test" and said "Did you know you are catagorized as moderate to severe depression?" Mind you, this was after I filled out that form that says "Have you been diagnosed with..." whateves. I also don't feel like incurring any more medical bills when I'm in the process of being sent to collections as we speak for a bill that's over a year old that I just got in the mail a few months ago! woo. Go me.

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Aug. 24th, 2009 | 05:20 pm

Today Brooklyn, my aunt, my mom and I went berry picking along the river. To give you an idea of how small of a town I live in, there is a herd of wild donkeys that lives along the river. If you go early enough in the morning before it gets warm, they all gather at the river and drink. Excellent.

Then Brook came over and we tie dyed shirts. They're pretty frackin sweet. Also, finally finished the shop, got the new guitars in there. Mm, the danelectro is a sexy guitar.

We Might Get Loud coming. Jimmy Page :):)

*morphs into nerd mode* 3D Harry Potter next weekend.

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